I know there are a million people in the world today who get up every day and go to a job they hate. I can't even imagine doing that. Not only do I believe God has called me to do what I do, I can think of nothing I would rather do. God has designed each and everyone of us. He has designed you uniquely for a specific role (Ephesians 2:10) and when you dive in deep to that role you come alive!
Getting the opportunity to preach every week is one I am psyched about. And to do it at The Pursuit Christian Church is even better.
I love the whole process. The process begins in the middle of my relationship with God. If the relationship is lacking, the messages are weak. But when the relationship is growing deeper, God puts an idea in my heart that becomes heavy. So heavy it has to come out. It has to be what Jeremiah was feeling when he said, "If I say, 'I will not mention him or speak any more in his name,' his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in; indeed, I cannot."
The next and longest step is about 25-30 hours of research, organization and writing. Prayer overarches this entire time span. I love getting out of the house and going to places that spark creativity. Right now I am in Louisville, KY, at a mom and pop coffee shop called The Pie Pantry.
A couple weeks ago I was in Boston and did some writing at Faneuil Hall. That was cool. I couldn't help but think of all the great speeches given by patriots to urge the colonists to stand against England.
When it's time to deliver the message my stomach is in knots. It's not nerves. I had a professor who said, "The moment you don't get nervous before preaching, hang it up." My knots aren't attributed to nerves that a person gets before a public speaking engagement. My fear is I will get in the way of the message God has given me. We've all seen personalities preach live or on television who love the spotlight and the message gets lost behind their giant-sized ego. I keep in mind the warning James gives. That's enough to keep that knot there for the rest of my life! Besides, I have absolutely nothing to offer anyone but Jesus and that's more than enough.
I love my job. I get to tell others about Jesus and invite them to come and see for themselves.
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